Tired, cold, and experiencing stomach pains that could take down a horse, and yet I'm still waiting up doubled over with pain for my partner to get back from my friend's house party.

Was a real shame to leave, but I had to (coz of said stomach pains), so he walked me home and I said he could go back to the party; no sense in us both missing out after all.

Buuut we've both had frantic coursework deadlines and early mornings this week so we actually haven't had a chance to go to sleep together or wake up hugging each other for a couple of days now. I'd be lying if I didn't say I really miss it; damn it he's like a snuggly drug to me!

So I decided to wait up and hopefully go to bed snuggling him, even though I am shivering a bit and in pain of muliple types. Love is such an odd thing....like, really weird. Sometimes it's just plain exhausting; I even had to type out his coursework for him so that he could come to the party with me.

Yet I still know that, despite all the shivers, tiredness and general sadness for having to miss out on all the fun and company, when he comes through the door I'll probably feel it's all worth it.

.....If I'm awake to see him come through the door...
...I'm reeeeeally sleepy right now.

(P.s. Random friend keeps repremanding my partner for him asking me my feelings and genrally asking my permission for things. I wonder if he realises how much that hurts & upsets me.)